Thanks mono. Alcohol changes a person and their mate. Not exactly sure why I've stayed beyond the kids 18 & 16, and the fact I thot I was marrying for life. Can't seem to get past that yet but I feel like a breaking point and could no longer do this on my own. I'm glad of any and all support!!
Coconut, thanks for the compassion and clarity. We've lived in the country close to the USA border in Canada for 21 years. M for 22 in one month. Two teens still at home who told me last year before WH did rehab that they would hate me forever if we divorced. Nice little piece of info to carry around with me. After rehab, I was trying to build positive experiences and good will before I felt we could try and deal with A1 but I waited too long and he drifted. Not my fault as he's made his decisions but we are both conflict avoiding, deadly I know, and neither wants the other to be hurt. Frankly that's all we are now is hurt. Add tears here. :'(
Me54 WH48 S18 D16 M 22 T 24 EA-PA-EA 2011-2015 Separated 10/14 - 06/15 BD1 02/14 BD2 05/16 BD3 08/21/16 and began drinking again Working on me and liking me again
