My W is so back and forth with things... One day she won't stop with the MR talk, the next day she's yelling for no reason, then she disappears for a few days, and then it repeats... I'm not even interested in trying to figure out if she is WW, WAW, MLC, or just bored and/or depressed.
She got this ball rolling by filing, and she's going to find a way to stop it on her own if she decides to try for any kind of future with me. I'm just no longer fighting for the same thing I was fighting for prior to the filing. That wasn't only not working and having negative impact on everyone around me, but I realized I didn't even know what the h3ll I was fighting for at the time, it was just a survival mechanism coming from my reptilian brain... Nowadays... I fight for me!!! <FLEX>
