Much appreciated JRuss.
Focusing on me and not his possible reaction is not habit yet, but when it does work out I feel better, at least for a bit. Getting positive feelings under my belt is important for my energy and stamina for the long haul.
All the best to you!
Col


Me54 WH48
S18 D16
M 22 T 24
EA-PA-EA 2011-2015
Separated 10/14 - 06/15
BD1 02/14
BD2 05/16
BD3 08/21/16 and began drinking again
Working on me and liking me again