hope you had a great fireworks night and 4th of July :-) I was down there for Canada day (July 1st)
you looking on dating sites is normal. You are at a stage when you are starting to look out for you and your needs. You not pursuing it just means you are not ready. I know you've hearing it over and over. Your marriage is over , at least the one you once new. If you start a new relationship with your H. It will be a new one.
Glad your gate issue is fixed.
I have a drone myself. they are pretty cool :-)
hugs
Irish
M51 XW43 (38 at bd) BD1 MAY 30 2015 BD2 JUNE 25 2015 by text moved out Aug 2 2015 left both Daughters 13 and 15 (now 18-20) Her divorce Final July 26 2016 Last time she saw her kids Aug 2 2015