Still here and need support 2

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Been a few days since posting and still having ups and downs. had a great day with d7 on Saturday full of activities and we enjoyed them all. almost 12 hours of art, museums, carriage ride...then we even had time for a swim. I told her she could go stay with MIL FIL for his bday on sunday so I lost a day there. FIL did not seem to be thankful at all for me doing so and driving to meet them. I spent part of SUnday and Monday doing things that needed to be done around the house I did golf with a good friend on Sunday which was nice ended up playing more holes until dark after he left.
Taking d7 camping for the first time tomorrow which will be a great adventure. Looking forward to it but forgot how much stuff there is to pack...
Hope to get into a meetup group when I get back. I am also going to try some yoga and other healthy activities that I've been wanting to try. Need to change my routine and get up and out early to kickstart my day.
Still seem to have sadness in the morning and really miss d7 when she is not here but I am beginning to accept and yield to the situation.
A book was recommended that I recommend to others "A New Earth" by Eckert Tolle (sp?)
Thanks SH for checking in and "focus on me"