Have to keep making the changes

[ATPeace]

Thank you ...time spent with my children is so valuable last weekend I took my eldest lad and my youngest to Southend to th Beach and the theam park had a great time

I realise,I have no control over this and it [censored] that I will be seeing my daughter half of the time

I am the one keeping myself in this situation I am scared of change and afraid to be alone

I have to call my W to have conversations,about nothing ....I just miss after 25 years the conversation it is feeling like she is trying to distance herself from me and I hate this and try to keep the connection .

I have to still work in my weight and my self esteem I am not body confident and am very scared I will struggle to find another partner when the time is right

Home early last lesson has cancelled will be taking little,one to the park or the dog for a walk

Speak soon

Hugs my friends

Ghost