I can't even imagine how much pain you are going through that causes you to not sleep at night. I can only imagine now that my actions caused the same for my STBX. IDK maybe I was the emotional one in the R all these years. Just wanted to let you know that you are always in my thoughts and prayers and I wish you a quick recovery for more reatful nights and better days ahead.
H-46 XW-38 T-7 M-6 S-9,8,8,6,4 S 11/30/15, I filed 12/8/15 EA 2/1/16 D dismissed 3/24/16 PA 3/18/16 confirmed 4/22/16 XW files for D 4/1/16 - D final 11/17/16 Finally moving forward...