i had a lot of trouble sleeping last night. i know that will pass,ive been here before.

i saw this coming......a long time ago. when she exchanged all her married friends for single friends and starting living the single life. going out to bars several times a week. and what kills me is that several of our mutual "friends " knew what was going on. but instead of speaking up, they supported her. (they are all divorced).

that is what is keeping me up at night. figuring out who i can trust. this [censored]. and now im starting to feel the whole embarrassed ashamed feelings again for having a slut wife running around town.