Hi all.....well I've been up since 5 am...again thinking and I can not comprehend the things my h ( on paper only nowadays) has done. From an outsiders point of view it must be mad and for me living it devastating.
To summarise may 2015 I don't love you anymore, I'm unhappy August 2015 leaves me October 2015 introduces kids to ow ( I find out he's been texting and ringing for months) November 2015 tells kids he's seeing her February 2016 moves in with her
Since then if I thought his behaviour was awful before it is escalated to new heights. Refusing to pay me more money, saying he is not responsible for financially supporting me, if I can't afford the house I need to find new living arrangements, if I file for divorce hell agree..........
I believe I am done....I am going to take control and take his sorry backside to mediation and ensure myself and the kids are financially secure and I don't stress anymore.
Everything by up until this point has been dictated by his choices, how much money I get, how he hurts me and the kids, he's even trying to dictate child access. It's time to realise that the h I loved so much.....kind thoughtful, loving, is gone to me. He has turned into a selfish, self entitled monster.
Mid life crisis....probably.....everyone says so, his friends, mother etc.....but the hurt and pain he has caused me and the kids is unjustifiable. .
His choice to live with ow and her d rather than his wife and his own kids. His choice to bleat on about how he doesn't see the kids enough. His choice to abandon me and the kids...his choices now will see him slip down into a life of regret.....his choice
He has lost me, the best thing that ever happened to him
