He started going to counseling on his own and says he would like to go together. I told him to make the appointment (because I don't believe his words and I barely believe his actions). It's like today, after I'm completely let down and hurt, he sends a text and it says everything I want to hear. Then I have to remind myself that again, it's just words. His actions need to start matching up and until they do, what can I do? I'm just tired of being sad, tired of being disappointed. I'm also tired of everything being on his terms. I have to figure out how to stop being scared. I'm scared that he's gonna get mad, and I've always been that way with him. It sounds dumb, but when he says "can I come see you and the baby?" I'm scared that if I say no or say I have plans, he's gonna get angry and then decide he doesn't want to be with me. I know what you're gonna say already - if he says that, then why do I want to be with him?
Me: 37 Husband: 35 Married 5 years, together 13 Daughter - 1 Bomb dropped - 12/28/2015 He's moving out (officially) - 4/15/2016 EA confirmed 6/1/16 PA confirmed 8/1/16
