My wife walked out 3

[RSG]

WW called early this AM and asked to meet at a park, I suggested 9 and we met. S had fun, ran all over the place, wore himself out and enjoyed being with Mommy and Daddy. She had just come from the gym. I noticed she got a new tattoo. "Miles to go" written in cursive on her wrist. That makes 3 (2 small, 1 large). She does like Robert Frost but I've never been a fan of tattoos, and always looked passed it because I loved her. The fact she's gotten another one since we've been separated says a lot, especially since she knows I don't care for them. She didn't TELL me either, she said she's had it for a few weeks and I just saw it.

I wasn't very engaged. I never sat close to her, didn't really converse and just wasn't interested. She felt miles away. She asked if it felt weird for me, and I said no it's fine (because I knew S enjoyed it) and she responded that it wasn't weird for her. She seemed to be in a decent mood and enjoyed being with S. I just didn't have any interest in conversing. I didn't have butterflies or anything, she just felt distant and in turn I didn't have any interest in anything. She was texting the whole time (I had put mine away), made it a point to take pictures with him right next to me and never said much of anything to me other than a couple things about S and comments about what he was doing in the moment.

Are my feelings normal? I felt almost nothing substantive for her when I saw her, besides the fact I think she's attractive. I feel like she wants to try to be my friend, and I have ZERO interest in that. Maybe I'm putting too much into an hour spent with and for S at the park, I don't know....