First of all, thank you so much for the thoughtful posts on my thread, you really helped at a very difficult part of my relationship journey.
I just caught up with your posts, it sounds like you are doing an amazing job at transforming yourself. You should be proud of your achievements so far, it is funny how motivational a crisis like the one we are going through can be! For example I have always hated exercise with a passion. Never had the will to complete workouts and gave up easily. After taking on running I have increased my overall activity and even started more intense workouts, which I would never consider in the past. Unlike you I was at my lowest self-care point before the bomb drop, and even though I was trying to lose weight I didn't do much else. Now I'm a changed person. Admittedly some I do to get through to H, but some (like my long walks) is purely for my benefit!
As HaWho said, your posts exude calmness, and if I may say, they also exude determination. I have faith in you, your new life will be amazing!
"There's nothing sadder than a conman conning himself"
“There is freedom waiting for you, On the breezes of the sky, And you ask "What if I fall?" Oh but my darling, What if you fly?”
