Last night XH pages me about 10:30 and says sweet dreams. We page back and forth for a while and he is wanting me to come to Seattle. There were no readily available flights on the airlines I normally fly. So I do some searching and find some flights that would work and page XH that information. And he responds with I didn't think you were going to do that.
I let it go and go to bed. In the morning we start paging again. Very sexy and nice messages. Messages that he wants me to do to him. And asking me to come up there. I tell him to know what he is asking me and find me a flight. (now it is past the one I found the night before). He says he is asking for a friend. I ask if his other friends do the sexy thing he asked me to do. He says no, just me.
I say I am his friend and is he going to book me a flight or what? He responds that No, you have too much drama. I tell him that I am sorry he feels that way, that I am going to go for a run and to let me know if he wants to see me.
He says I wanna see you, so there. My response...You are confusing the heck out of me. I am out the door to go run. I want to see you too. I would love to build a friendship with you and making love to you is awesome. Our slate is clean and fresh now and I don't want it to get mucked up. So there needs to be some boundries. If you make love to me, I'm the only one and to be honest with me. I'm worth it. Just like your worth it to me to give the same to you. XOXOXOXOXOXO
No more contact today.
It seems like twice he got me to the point of agreeing to see him and then said no. Almost like he is testing me or I don't know what. Maybe he just doesn't know what he wants.
I don't know if it was a positive thing for US, but I felt good about setting boundries. If I meet someone new, I would have the same values. I would have the same conversation with a new person.
