My wife walked out 3

[RSG]

Oh brother. So, Facetimed about 15 minutes ago. I shouldn't have answered lol. Said she was feeling better, ate a sandwich and went to the gym today. S had no interest in saying much as he was glued into his show. WW looked dolled up. A ring on (a red jade one she got in Korea a few years ago), hair done in her typical going out style, and looked like makeup. I said "are you going out?" and she said "going out to watch Lifetime lol" Followed a few minutes later by "I'm tired" and then asked if we wanted to go to the park tomorrow morning. I was hesitant and she asked "what else are you doing?" I just mentioned it was supposed to rain tomorrow AM, but I think we'll go just to see how everything goes.

She said she sold her Peachtree number, and that she needs to get back to who she used to be. And she kinda smiled at me when she said that, but I was kinda cold/emotionless in return. Because her appearance belied everything she was saying. Probably really didn't need to, but I checked on that movie. Yup, it plays at 8:15 right by her. She called to say goodnight right around the time before she would leave to get there....

I really need to calm down about everything. Her emotions are all over the place, and I'm too affected by it. I'm speculating too much. My folks will be taking S with them tomorrow evening. I need to enjoy tomorrow with my family, maybe rent a movie after they leave, spend the week on me and not worry about what she's doing. I gotta continue to be strong, staying as cerebral as possible. You can trip and fall on any journey, you've just gotta get up and keep moving.