Hello guys I haven't written here in forever, probably since april i believe. Well is been a hell of a ride. I am still going through court custody battle. The last time we had court was back in April 6 on my W birthday. Legally we are still married since nothing has happened since that date. My lawyer has been taking forever on trying to get me a new court date since the court is delaying a lot and they cant seem to get a hold of the coordinator " weird".
Well 2 weeks after out court on April 18 i got the terrible news that i was being laid off from my job. I was an operations manager for a trucking company. No one in the office could believe it and couldnt understand why they were letting me go. But my boss basically told me it was slow and the owner basically told him is either you or him. So i was out the door. But GOD is always watching over me. GOD always has a plan. 3 days later i walk into one of the biggest trucking companies in Houston and i demanded to speak with the regional manager. (I was pretty well dressed) I got to talk to the regional manager and basically told him what happened and i wanted a job here. He said " you fell from the sky because i have been looking for someone with your criteria. I got a job offer from the company 2 days later with my own new division and I being the terminal manager of the project. It was that simple, but it was easy because GOD had a plan.
I am still going through sorrow and suffering because i miss my wife, dont get me wrong. But i am ok. My wife sometimes tells me things just to argue. Last time she made a big deal because i was late 4 minutes to drop off my daughters. I was suppose to be there at 6pm and i arrived at 6:04pm. I just told her " if you have a problem call the police so they can make a police report and take it to court, other than that leave me alone". It felt awesome. I try my best not to fall in her trap and argue back and forth like we used to in the past. I dont let her affect my emotions and feelings anymore. Yeah i miss her and i would take care back in an instant. Sad isn't? But i am here. I am faking it until i make it.
One thing that has tremendously changed is my love and affection towards my daughters. MAAAN!! I talk to my daughters more, every single hour we are together i make sure i make the best of it. I show her and let her know i love them. I take them anywhere they want too. My oldest daughter who is 4 shows soo much affection now towards me, it's awesome! 2 weeks ago i had my daughters bday. I made a princess party and i ended up dressing them both as princess and i dressed as a prince as well. I invited my W and some of her family, my w didnt show up but only her aunt did. OH well!
I hope everyone is has a great 4th of July weekend!
