The ONLY time I feel happy is when I am with my boys.
Keefa - I sympathize for your struggles. I know how hard this can all bad.
That said, the part I highlighted is a problem. It is not your children's responsibility to make you happy. That is your responsibility, and yours alone. No matter what relationship you are in in the future, if you cant be happy on your own, it is doomed to fail.
I urge you to WORK on this. Have you watched the TED talk by Shawn Achor on the Happiness Advantage? I urge you to.
This is your only shot at life. You deserve to be happy for it. Don't let that responsibility fall to W and your kids.
