keefa, I'm not completely up to date on your sitch but that last few posts break my heart. I know the pain that you express. I hope you can avoid being bitter over the long term, but I understand 1 year is still a short time and the pain is still raw. I am merely 6 months into it since the bd. Check out the Ted talk about emotional first aid by Guy Winch. It can give you some words to the wise to chew on and ideas to begin some healing.
I hope you can look forward to the creation of some great memories more than looking back at the loss of others.
Be well my friend as I know first hand the pain you are expressing, but I desire to get past it and share this with you in hopes that you may as well.
Me 46 Former W 46 D19 D7 BD Feb 2016 WAW moves out 4/16/16 D final 6/1/2017
It's time for me to start changin' the way I look at the world......and at myself. ~James Howlett aka Wolverine
