Well, I did a stupid thing last night. I suck at this DB thing sometimes. I went for a bike ride, my buddy asked me what the hell was wrong with me, something wasn't right. He asked if my W had a boyfriend and I spilled my guts, I shouldn't have done this as they are mutual friends. It makes me wonder if he didn't know more than he was letting on. Well after we had dinner and 2 pints of beer I was driving home and saw her car at her watering hole. So I stopped in to say hi. She said what are you doing here...her to bust me or something? I said no I saw your car and wanted to say hi and buy you a drink. She busted me looking at her hand, which didn't have a ring on it. She said I don't have my wedding ring on because I was cleaning my dads house. I messed up and said, well your at a bar with your wedding ring off, how does that look. She stormed out of there without saying a word. I am so sick of this one step forward and two steps back...I cant seem to get it right. I should have just drove on by that place I guess. Feeling pretty crappy today.
M 21 years XW 43yo, me 41 yo S13 BD March 2016 - she asked me to patient... End of June - I started the D process. D final 2/23/17 "He who forgets will be destined to remember" Eddie Vedder
