I feel like I was doing such a good job of GAL and now I'm not doing great. He started coming g around more and we were spending more time together and now I feel like I've gone backwards. I'm crying, feeling lonely and I want to get back to where I was a month or so ago. It's like when I think he's really gone, I'm stronger. Then he pops back in and I'm a mess again.


Me: 37
Husband: 35
Married 5 years, together 13
Daughter - 1
Bomb dropped - 12/28/2015
He's moving out (officially) - 4/15/2016
EA confirmed 6/1/16
PA confirmed 8/1/16