My biggest concern with me telling my sister is that she will hate me for it. She's the happy little stone tumbling along unaware of this horrible thing looming.
Aside from the decision that I need to make on letting my sister know, my concern is how should I be around my wife? I truly think I am a much better person right now than I have ever been. My wife said she has noticed this. She stated that she was planning on divorcing me regardless of the other guy but decided she could live with me for the kids sake since I have been so nice to be around since the bomb drop. ...she just doesn't want to be in love with me again as she put it. I'm not sure what to do with that...do I keep being the best I can be spending as much time as a family as I can, or do I go out with friends and show her what shed be missing?
M 17 years 3 kids EA start 2010 ILYBNILWY 1/2014 PA 1/2016 Bomb drop 2/2016 Renig on Bomb drop 4/2016 Living as roommates, EA continues
