3 Months since she said i dont love you (3)

[Natus]

Thanks Coconut and Rose888.

My IC would say the same thing, shes present, shes trying even though she says otherwise, shes changed job. Essentially shes done is doing the work for me to let her in.

Provided shes not contacting him in secret ~that is something that plays on my mind too although this is probably my paranoia talking. Thankfully im no longer reacting to this anymore. Have resisted temptations to snoop.

Part of my anxiety i would say is her not letting me in.
I guess for now i should just work on being the lighthouse. Workout my feelings for myself and try not to let anxiety, paranoia or anger dictate my day.