Lost at the moment

[lfm]

Thanks for the support all. I appreciate the insight from each of you.

With that said, there are moments where some of our conversations do cause pain, and I have to be extremely careful in those moments, as I've learned the hard way that it can make me start acting depressed and needy and that's one of the things that pushes my W away, but for the most part the conversations are good and it does give me some insight into where she is. I know I still have a long road ahead of me, but her moments of clarity where she indicates she knows there is nothing long term with the OM gives me some hope that three is a path forward with her. It may be a ways down the road, but I believe if I can continue to do my thing on my terms and have enough patience that we'll eventually get there.