What is going on here and what am I doing wrong?

[mvg]

Not in my state I don't. It's a "no fault" state with a history of favoring the mother.

1) Yes I had an attorney
2) Yes I have 50/50

I know, I'm just really having a bad day. I am so scared of losing my kids. She's already talking about his girls as "sisters"

I'm already established here with S5 as a baseball coach, asst. den leader for scouts, etc....my boys have roots here.