Thanks lfm, my shields are still up and locked in place. Though it's like a switch was fliped and suddenly he is doing and saying all the right things.
Today he had his interview and came home very happy, feels it's a good match. Though he would make more working nights he decided days would only suffice since it would keep him around us more. He asked if we could start seeing a MC soon, my jaw dropped to the floor. I continue to 180 and have been touching him more often, just a gentle caress or a kiss. His expression is the one I remember when we were first in love. He continually asks me if I am ok and if he can do anything to help me, emotionally, physically or otherwise. It almost seems like this is a dream and I am going to wake up soon.
He managed to do some schedule switching and will be flying in for 2 days next week to spend Eid with us. He bought some stuff tonight to surprise the kids when he gets back. Has anyone else seen a sudden switch like this to remorse? Should I be worried that this is not true?
M 10yrs T 13yrs BD #1Oct 2015-PA between WAH and COW BD #2 April 2016-WH resumed PA, she broke it off Jan 2 2017 WH says he wants divorce April '17-Letting go 2018 D busted DD8, DS6, DS3