she still seems to be working through some stuff. she is very hot and cold around me.

weve been spending a lot of time together lately. sat night we hugged and kissed. and then bam. nothing for several days now. we just kinda hang out together with the kids as friends.

i dont know if this is a good place to be in for now. or if i have been friend zoned forever. on one hand, ive been told that this is a great beginning. on the other, im afraid of never moving past this point.

my only options are to pull away, or ride it out. right now im riding it out. it seems that we me progress, and then she gets cold feet and back away. repeat. but she seems to back away less and less each time. idk. i hate this game