I'm still here following you....(that doesn't sound creepy in any way now does it)
I love how you see so much beauty all around you. Parents shape a lot of who we are. Your father has had an impact on your emotional states. Not a good or bad thing, just a thing. The good thing is that you are now mature enough and learning how your actions can have an impact on his or anyone else's without it being controlling. Lots of literature out there for how we can obtain the emotional things we need from others through how we think act and return the favor.
What was your L reason for going back to your other house? What was the benefit of doing it? What is the drawback of not doing it? I may have missed that but was just curious as it seems to be a thought weighing on your decision making facilities.
Have a wonderful day and I will check on you again later today.
Me 46 Former W 46 D19 D7 BD Feb 2016 WAW moves out 4/16/16 D final 6/1/2017
It's time for me to start changin' the way I look at the world......and at myself. ~James Howlett aka Wolverine