Pathway Change

[blueboy]

I'm finding it hard to live in the day, rather then thinking about, next week, next month or 3 years time!

Normally is something people take for granted, to crave it is strange!

We are doing ok, thing are ok, there are dark places and times! Deciding how and when to discuss what happened is difficult, finding a good MC who is pro marriage is provide difficult and is something we need to help us as a couple and as individuals!

I am reframing the fear of investing time into something that may not work, by realising that there are no guarantees in any relationship or anything in life!

Trust is an issue, as ultimately you can't watch someone 24/7, it there is a will there will always be a way, you have to allow someone the choice to hurt you again, which is scary in its self!