Hi Stacey, I'm sorry to hear that news Sweetie (((((hugs)))) and glad to see that others have posted offering support.
One thing stood out to me from the posts above - you say that you still feel so attracted to him - and also that you don't believe he would be able to be faithful in a R.
Can I ask why it is that you still feel that way when you also know that about him? Why would you be willing to go through potential infidelity trauma again? Wouldn't you always be 'waiting' for the worst to happen again? Don't you deserve better than that? (I think you do!!)
Xx
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We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus