Hey RD

I thought I would drop by and say hi

I am not sure if I ever really took the time to thank you for all the time you posted on my thread.

I hope your keeping well I am in a better place right now it has taken a very long time but I am starting to feel stronger each day that passes

I have done a heck of a lot of thinking and self evaluating and I realise that no matter how my life had been I believe that I would have got to this point at some point

I could list a thousand reasons why she fell out of love with me perhaps it was me not doing the washing or perhaps it was me doing it but not putting the washing into the tumble or could it have been me not emptying the tumble or folding the washing or perhaps not folding it the way that she wanted me to fold it or it could have been th fact I did not put it away or the fact that I put the washing in the wrong draw or even,I gave her cloths to our daughter who is the same Size ..I guess the point I am trying to make is no matter what I had done or had not done it would have not been right or not to her expectation

I do not want this but I cannot control it so I try to worry less about it...believe me I have been to the darkest places

Take care my friend

Man hugs

Ghost


Me:48 W 41
M:18 T:26
2 D 18 & 4
2 S 17 & 13
Bomb: 20/7/2015 in house separation
D filed 06/17
Separate houses 10/17
D Final 29/12//17.