Rotts, I am so down today. I can not stop crying. I just feel like H is never coming home. I just want to end it . I am tired of being in limbo. He went to a home financing seminar today.I just want the pain to end. How can someone that you love and claims to love you not have any consideration for your pain? I don't show him my emotions but he knows I am hurting. I want to have R talk but I know it won't help. I am so tired of not knowing. It seems like it would just be so much easier just to let go and move on and he can have his wish. I can't watch tv or listen to the radio without being in pain. When does it end? Is he hurting or is it just me? I am lonely for compaionship. I just want to take off my ring and go and meet someone but I know that won't help.
