No mate, no gloating, really none at all. I too know that sometimes the desire for a feminine touch was overwhelming. I tried dating, I tried to force myself to "connect" but forcing is not good enough. One should not have to force himself in to the matters of love. So I gave myself a chance, to be myself. And I am loving it. I do not try to force myself into a relationship just so I can say I am in one. I'd rather it just "happen".
So I go hiking, I go biking, I go white water rafting, I go globe trotting, sometimes by myself, sometimes not and I am loving it and if I find love that would be awesome and if I do not, I know I will be just fine. The last thing I want is to get out of a crappy marriage and into a crappy relationship. Rather by myself than in a crappy relationship, that is sort of my motto these days...
