days like Sunday where we share togetherness, a tiny bit of openness and touching are the exception to the rule.
there are days where her head never leaves her phone or computer for me or the kids. trust has not returned fully yet either.
I do sometimes get random hugs or compliments, got nice fathers day present (we'LL see how birthday goes this weekend),
we spend a ton of qt together. both as a family and a couple. that is where my memories of good times are formed. I will not die on my couch every night of my life. we had a couple of really bad months here with wife breaking her arm and clavicle where we could not do muc, but she is on the mend for sure.
sex has dwindled again. we haven't had any in couple months, 1 in the last 5, 2 in 7. living as if the last time we have sex is the last time I could have ever had it...just not a good way to live. (yes, intercorse/heavy intimate encounters are indicated in my journal for recollection).
thanks for helping me fight through this. just typing helps me see that i do not to all that much to complain about
