Pathway Change

[blueboy]

In the bed this morning, looking at W and thinking how can someone I love so much and is so beautiful, hurt me so much!

Life is so difficult at the moment trying to move forward, W trying to both be positive, W said she feels so positive and good this morning, and want me to be positive too, I told her I'm fragile, need to time!

Scares me that my negative pushes her away and make me too needy!