Surprisingly I am happy but still lonely. I work out three days a week and enjoy it most when mutual friends comment on my improved appearance. I am keeping very busy at work and spend so much time with my boys, be it in the backyard pool, shooting hoops, helping them prepare for next hockey season by helping them improve shooting the puck.

I wish I could spend more time with my friends but they are busy with their families. I have researched support groups but have no success so I am just being as active and busy. I live one day at a time. Not making any plans. All I have is hope.

I don't know what will happen going forward, I know I have improved myself inside and out and I will have the strength to move on if necessary.

Don't count the days, make the days count.
Mohammad Ali