I think I've come to the realization "What am I holding on too?" She is definitely not the woman I married, and I don't see her ever wanting to be with me the way I would want her to. I think at this point I'd rather be alone than with someone who doesn't want to be with me.
Ifm,
I'd come to a similar conclusion about my wife. And, it's not just her, it's me as well; I've changed. I'm a lot tougher now and I'd strictly enforce boundaries. I don't believe my wife would be able to transform enough to make the necessary changes that would be required for reconciliation.
On that note, I made a big mistake on Saturday afternoon; I went to Hobby Lobby. That place is crawling with women. I had to explain that I wasn't shoplifting, I was just happy to be there. So please, stay out of Hobby Lobby until things settle-down.
