She did it again this morning. She asked for a kiss before going off to work. Her new job today.
It just bothers me so much that i want her so badly yet know i cannot let my guard down anymore. I obliged but let her be the one to initiate which she did and kissed me on the lips.
Atleast this time im not deluding myself, i know we are not piecing.
Last night i couldnt take it, so i left for a drive. She asked noticed i got out of bed and put clothes on so she asked where i was going. Told her i couldnt sleep and headed out. Didnt do anything exciting. Ended up at my gm, did the books and deposit the sales. Some distraction atleast.
Tonight at least got midnight dinner plans with office. So got some GAL activity tonight.
Im itching to ride. I hope i qualify for the motorcycle loan.
Me31 W31 M11yrs S6yrs 23Mar16-BD 9Apr16-W admitted EA w boss. 27Jun16-W Changed job and promised NC w OM. 14Jul16-Continued contact w OM.Start of Separation. 24May17-Divorced.
