. I can play a part and know emtions are fleeting and no good will come of showing any weakness.
Yes, this is what I have been keeping in mind as well. I still have a hard time not being totally honest all of the time. The good thing is that I honestly am over him. I don't worry about his opinion about me at all, because I know what he is now. But I still get effected by what other people see. I want everyone to know the truth. To see my side. To see him for what he is. In his spew he was throwing everything out there and it wasn't working, so he went for the public opinion insults. At the time it didn't get to me either, but after a day of having it sit it started to. I am glad my psyche is learning to buffer those feelings so I don't react in this presence, but the aftermath still hurts. Now I know it is all just waves, though. If I can just take a deep breath and let it pass over me, it will go away pretty quickly--and then it is up to me to not go looking for it again once its gone.
40s 2teens M14Y BD-10/12/13 rec-1/14 BD2-5/14 rec2-9/14 EA disc-10/14 4/15-BD 3 and triangulation ensues Served with D6/15 MS forced to leave7/15 D agreement signed 8/16 final 5/17
