Still here and need support 2

[poschan]

Thanks SH. d7 and I had a nice dinner Friday night and listened to some live music. Yesterday, after working in the yard for a few hot hours, a friend came over and we went kayaking and did some fishing along the way. It was nice to float on the water and watch the sunset and roll along with the waves. We talked quite a bit about my situation, friend mostly listening to me. We also discussed friends Rs and life obstacles. All in all a very good day. Woke up today feeling lonely without d7 and also thinking about past experiences with WAW. Stomach still tends to tie into knots. Trying to get some work done today since I will have d7 M and T.
My new mantra is "focus on me"