I really should gather my thoughts before hitting submit.

Pps - I can forgive the A and drop resentment, I actually was happy and forgave for about two weeks before we went to MC, but I am having a hard time gaining trust. I do resent that she puts fire fighting before our M, and when she said matter of factory that she WONT quit firefighting to our MC, I resented that statement. She could of said I understand how much it hurts him, but I really don't WANT to quit, but instead she said WONT, meaning to her it's not an option.


M - 9 1/2 years
5/5/16 - Bomb drop - 3 week EA
10/31/16 - We sold house
01/10/18 - D Finalized