Don't know what to do

[stacey9]

Thanks for your wisdom Sotto you are absolutely right he does seem to be cake eating and you have always advised against becoming involved while OW still on the scene. I wish I was not still so attracted to him after all this time but I am. I have been GAL and thought I had moved on but the reality is all he had to do was flash his smile and hold me tightly and I melted. I'm not proud of this but it is what it is.

And Zues thank you too for your insight. I always said if H was regretful and desperate to R I would be open to this. Unfortunately he is showing no signs of this. TBH I think him and OW hit a bit of a rough spot and he was looking for a bit of comfort. I met all his needs at that time.

While I'm not proud of how I succumbed so easily I cannot put it all on him. I probably wanted it more than he did.

I just cannot thank you all for your kind words. You have not been too harsh. You speak the truth and I appreciate it. This is such a long difficult journey that no one else could understand unless theyve been through it.

I do not post here very much but read the posts almost every day still.

Thank you all.