I'm not looking for anyone new at the moment because I'm still in a phase where I still have feelings for W. That said the reality is that she is living and sleeping with OM so it is more than likely she won't come back. I'm lucky to have S living with me, he's my priority for the next couple of year until he goes to University. I think all we can do is try to live the most enjoyable life we can in the circumstances, value the good moments, overcome the bad and try to work on ourselves. Who knows how we'll feel after a year or two? I knew my W for 26 years, it takes time to adjust to not being her best friend,etc. maybe in the future but not now. No more cake eating as it only validates her decisions and makes me feel terrible, like tearing a bandaid off a fresh wound.
