I have read some of your story, but not all. I am always intrigued by your insightful thoughts in many of your posts.
I am not in a place to share much advice, but your last post makes my heart hurt for you and the sitch you are in seems surreal. You are in my prayers and I pray that you may get to a place of peace in the midst of the chaos the wh is creating. It sound so selfish and insane.
(((mustardseed)))
Me 46 Former W 46 D19 D7 BD Feb 2016 WAW moves out 4/16/16 D final 6/1/2017
It's time for me to start changin' the way I look at the world......and at myself. ~James Howlett aka Wolverine