Hey all, its been awhile. Summer is a busy time. Thank you for checking in Sandi. I have been doing well everything is moving along is it should I suppose.

There's really not much to report as far as any M is concerned. W is still with OOM and I have my boys and kids every other week and that's where it sat there doesn't seem to be any venom this week or last couple weeks anyway. And actually I am really enjoying myself

I went to a Friends wedding a few weekends ago and I found myself out on the dance floor all night talking to all types of women with zero expectations whatsoever and Jim way with the phone number that didn't pan out but it doesn't matter the fact that I am able to still talk to people and feel attractive and be attractive to someone else's huge to me

I try my best to get out to all the time into my gardens and flowers tomorrow is a Nother friends birthday that is going to be a full day of slow pitch and a potluck supper with a thrift store themed dinner . The theme is a thrift store formal select the best you can for under 20 bucks and I've been looking forward to it for a few weeks now

There's really nothing to complain about them happy and healthy kids are the same W has been friendly and joking little bit lately which is weird but I don't dwell on it at all. Oh and I got a hold of a mediator and I'm going to continue to talk to couple others till I can find when I like and have them talk to W so we can get this hold the rolling because I would like it to be over as soon as it candy I hate living my life the way I don't want it which is an open marriage part of me definitely what's her to feel pain by having this divorce however that's her issue if she does.

School and all I'm doing well I get a lonely from time to time and wish I could share my day with somebody sitting beside me and someday I will just one day at a time.

The person that you will spend the most time with in your life is yourself, so make yourself as interesting as possible.