Focusing on me, hope i can make it last this time.

Went out last night for coffee. Spontaneously as was waiting for adopted son to finish training. Chatted with some ladies and bumped into my high school maths teacher who happen to own coffee shop. Still feels weird, like being out alone somehow is cheating. I've been a husband for so long this is alien to me.

Visited Harley dealership this morning and gave them my details to see if can qualify for hire purchase loan. If not going to have shop around for used one.

lifting more at the gym too.

Me31 W31 M11yrs S6yrs
23Mar16-BD
9Apr16-W admitted EA w boss.
27Jun16-W Changed job and promised NC w OM.
14Jul16-Continued contact w OM.Start of Separation.
24May17-Divorced.