Am i doing it to make up for all the wrong decisions that I have made in the past - possibly. But thats the thing. When do i draw the line and say that enough is enough - Today I do the right thing according to my belief system, regardless of how i feel in my heart.
And I am not punishing my WW for her actions. All three of us are hurting. I heard a line that went "Mercy is what pu$$ies offer when they don't want to face the reality of their situation".
Just cos things are going right, doesn't mean that they were always wrong.