My wife walked out 2

[RSG]

I'm brooding with such anger since last night. I've never felt like this before. My phone bill had an extra charge from her old account, I let her know and included a comment about moving to his account. She said it was just the icloud for music as if that makes it better. Anyway, she said "I'm only talking to you about S" and I said "you're not sorry at all." She caved saying she's tapped out and that I had every right to be upset, and I told her I'm angry, I don't understand my emotions, I don't know what I feel. Wrong thing to say? Probably, but I had to get it out. And it's the truth.

My heart is like an hourglass I guess. Every moment, another grain falls and when something sets me off a heap comes down. How can a person feel love, hate, abandonment, betrayal, sadness, sympathy, hope AND hopelessness at the same time??

Ugh. I'm going to have a good weekend with my boy and try to clear my head. He's my precious angel and I can't wait rain my love on him!!