Hi Focus, This isn't the first time you've had a key in the lock so for your own peace of mind change the locks. As for the event, what do you feel deep down? Can you carry off a devil may care attitude in front of H? If not maybe it is better not to go. I don't know what other vets would suggest. I understand how you feel, I still expect to bump into W every time I go to the bars we used to visit, it isn't a nice feeling. We're on a similar timeline and I think you are making amazing progress despite the difficulties you've faced. Stay strong.
