I work normally, eat, sleep normally, I do travel to a small town to the east coast of my country, where I visited a priest and I met some new friends, volunteers who helped the priest. I attended the church group but I don't text or email my husband as they told me to. I also enroll a french class (14 lessons, twice a week, basic class, I always want to learn that language)
Spent lesser and lesser time in focusing on the other person or my husband, mainly I pull myself all together to find my life back.
Have no children, so I have plenty of time in doing what I like to do, the things I've never done to myself; travel alone, be a student again, go to church, meeting new friends. All these took me one whole year... look back, I did not know how I got through after bomb dropped.
Feeling lonely sometimes... enjoy being alone sometimes.
