What should I be Doing (piecing 6)

[Coconut]

And Swing...

I'm torn, and I'm not sure if it's my emotions and I'm over reacting, or if I have a right to be pissed even though I'm still convinced that there is no A going on..

The main thing is my W downloaded snap chat, I found out because after she went to the concert about two weeks ago, she sent me one of the silly pictures that snapchat lets you take. I asked her about it, told her I didn't like it because snapchat is the perfect A app, deleting all communication after a few seconds. She said our friend was using it at the concert to take pictures of them and she wanted the picture options it gets. Tonight I look at her snapchat and she has added firefighter people and other friends to her snapchat friends list. So she added people even though She also had reemphasized one other time after our talk that she only downloaded it for picture taking.

Also, my W started sending me texts on her own giving her whereabouts, when she got out of school, heading somewhere, etc. now she has stopped doing it on her own. She does tell me where she's going, just doesn't update after she leaves unless I inquire. I don't know if it's because she sees me being more confident and not asking about her goings on, but even if that's the case, I feel like she should have talked to me about it before stopping the updates.

I'm confident nothing is going on, there is no way she could be faking her loving attitude towards me (even giving me light kiss hello when she comes home and I'm sleeping) and she is home almost all of the time when nothing going on. I guess my concern is that even though I am confident nothing is going on, I don't feel like she is A proofing our M and I don't like that. Am I expecting too much and overreacting because I want to control everything? Well, that's why I'm here, to ask.

All I know is that I'm back to asking myself if I really want to go through this, if I want to stay with her or start over... And up again, because I woke up at midnight and can't fall back asleep.