Detachment, anxiety and the end of limbo 2

[SH_]

I'm still here.
The site has been having many issues since Sunday it seems as in my attempts to get on over the past several days have been unsuccessful.

You sound to be doing well and this brings me joy. You really are making good progress.

I am still in a funky mood of late. I am staying busy. Focused on my little girls, work, the day to day stuff.
I feel to be cheerful, but have the hollow feeling and it has and edge of anger that seems to boil up on occasion when a conversation about or a thought about WAW comes up. Also I have heard no word about the D that was supposedly filed on April 29th. I guess I should call my L, but just have not felt the need to disrupt my day to day happiness.

But I am still here, just more observing than engaging. Many LBS struggling to take Db advice, and so many new ones showing up. And many others disappearing in what seems a state of despair. Sad to observe, and I feel helpless with some advice, because I feel like I am stuck in a rut. Not feeling depressed nor anxious, but not feeling much hope or dreams for the future.
Almost just simply existing right now.

Anyway, did not mean to get off on a tangent, I simply wanted to let you know I am still here, still looking out for you and still sharing cyberspace hugs with you.

(((phoebe)))